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MY LIFE
 
Hi, I'm Ellen. I've been alive for 20 years now. I learned to play guitar when I was twelve years old. I like quilts. But that's probably because I'm always freezing cold. That wouldn't be weird, right? Every time I try and wink at someone, I mess it up and end up scaring people. My lucky number always has been and always will be 13. It pops up in front of me in the most obvious and undeniable ways, but only when something good is about to happen. I'm an Aries. I think that means I'm always looking for something new. I over-think and over-plan and over-organize. I've been like this since I was a baby, before I was gigantically tall and over-talkative. These days, I've been trying to classify my thoughts into two categories: "Things I can change," and "Things I can't." It seems to help me sort through what to really stress about. But there I go again, over-planning and over-organizing my over-thinking! Love is a tricky business. But if it wasn't, I wouldn't be so enthralled with it.